Had a long soak with my fav melon and apple bath and scented candles.. was heavenly only to be marred by my cellphone taking a dive into the water too.. Jeez!!
Have spent the day without the mobile and fankly have been immobile.. was embarrassing takin it around and explainin to the grinnin technicians about the mishap.
Got my answer to a rather niggling doubt I had yesterday morning though. Watched the movie 'The Oh in OHIO'. The rather sad preoccupation of sexual disfunction with the subjects whose 10 year marriage disintegrates cause she cannot come! Well.. she does get herself mechanised help and promptly gets addicted to it too.. so much that her faithful pager gets into her pants.. vibrator on ofcourse.. :)
Has a massive orgasm while it rings and boy.. does she come..
What a crock..
My poor phone had a teeny dive, was fished out of the water immediately and yet.. died on me..
The phone in the movie survived..
Gotta get that one....Else stop believing.. which I have.
Ah.. have to go buy myself a new phone.. and it hurts.. I loved.. love the one I have.. old faithful.. have dropped it countless times.. yet has survived. Melon and apple did it in.. :(
Hate the fact that I've lost my data though.
No commiserations from anyone.. 'you should have had a backup'.. is all I get.
True though.. I should have a backup.. I guess a backup plan is quintessential.. Maybe for all the awry ideas that flit in and out of my rather muddled head too..
I thrive in the confusion though...
So be it.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Words dont come easy..
Been wanting to write and have written just to erase..
Stumblin over the block... roughed yet grinnin.. one more time here I go... but hey this time no 'morbidity'..
I'm enjoyin the solitude and the sound of my breath.
Have a dozen things I want to do.. but like most of my grand plans.. they may never materialise.
Set up a library at home and in office.. Feels marvellous!! I walk into the house n look at my books.. cannot explain the sense of belonging and oneness and harmony when I look at the much loved titles I have collected over the years.
As a critic of my very own self.. I've pondered about the various strains in my own basic nature and would like to believe that I find joy in giving. I love Gibran's take on giving when he says 'You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.'
Can't think of giving away my books. Went for a dog show 2 months back with the family. Hubby was so enthusiastic and pure virgo male that he is.. doesn't have an affinity for dogs.. didn't take me too long to figure out where the interest lay infact. Had everything to do with the beautiful female owners strutttin with their pets on leash while unleashing carnal desires in every hot blooded male.
Couldn't complain cos you see I had found my place in the unleashing desires forum... an entire area full of second hand books up for sale!! Pretty good ones too.. Would have given the Rottweilers a run for their money at the rate I was salivating.
Dog lovers apparently gave away their books towards canine charity! What a marvellous thought. Lapping up my personal collection with great speed.. and putting them up with great relish on my bookshelf, I mused aloud.. would I give you away my beloved for a cause..?
Still am pondering about it. Idealism would prompt me to say that ofcourse I would.. but my books???? Would I... i dont think I would like be tested.. Discretion is the better part of valor... aint it?
Stumblin over the block... roughed yet grinnin.. one more time here I go... but hey this time no 'morbidity'..
I'm enjoyin the solitude and the sound of my breath.
Have a dozen things I want to do.. but like most of my grand plans.. they may never materialise.
Set up a library at home and in office.. Feels marvellous!! I walk into the house n look at my books.. cannot explain the sense of belonging and oneness and harmony when I look at the much loved titles I have collected over the years.
As a critic of my very own self.. I've pondered about the various strains in my own basic nature and would like to believe that I find joy in giving. I love Gibran's take on giving when he says 'You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.'
Can't think of giving away my books. Went for a dog show 2 months back with the family. Hubby was so enthusiastic and pure virgo male that he is.. doesn't have an affinity for dogs.. didn't take me too long to figure out where the interest lay infact. Had everything to do with the beautiful female owners strutttin with their pets on leash while unleashing carnal desires in every hot blooded male.
Couldn't complain cos you see I had found my place in the unleashing desires forum... an entire area full of second hand books up for sale!! Pretty good ones too.. Would have given the Rottweilers a run for their money at the rate I was salivating.
Dog lovers apparently gave away their books towards canine charity! What a marvellous thought. Lapping up my personal collection with great speed.. and putting them up with great relish on my bookshelf, I mused aloud.. would I give you away my beloved for a cause..?
Still am pondering about it. Idealism would prompt me to say that ofcourse I would.. but my books???? Would I... i dont think I would like be tested.. Discretion is the better part of valor... aint it?
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